This game was so cuteee I loved the detail and it gave me a few unexpected jumps here and there but it was very wonderful excited for the next chapterr!!!!
You can tell they put their time and effort into this game. I only played a little bit, but I plan to finish the whole demo over on my YouTube channel.
I've never played a game this good! I was transported into the universe and kept wondering what was going to happen to Lacie again. I'm really a scared person and I'm scared for nothing in the games, but this one combined horror and humor and despite a few scares, I was able to play while having fun (which doesn't usually happen because I'm too scared to continue). I couldn't let go of the game! I wondered if we were going to see Hiro again, I wondered if we were going to see Hiro again, if chapter one would end without us going home, etc. Honestly, I think chapter 1 is so good that I wonder how chapter 2 will go! With a Chapter 1 like this, Chapter 2 is going to be even more impressive! I'm sad that I don't have any money to offer you, but if I did, I would definitely make a donation to keep this game alive and come to an end because it's a very good game as it can be. I just finished the game and I can't wait to find out why Sai didn't walk out the door with us or if our parents came back and all that! Can't wait for Chapter 2!
I think you should add more effect like blurry red on the screen at the monster maze when the monster is near so you will know it's here, add scream of the monster to make it as realistic as possible.
For the black demon in the ruin section, I think you should add a scream to it to make it as scary as possible.
Death animation is also something to add in. For example, if Lacie died to Kett, then there should be a blood pond and her clothes here but torn up; for the spikes, she will die to them with a lot of spikes going through her body; and last but not least, for Miss Knives boss fight, a knife will cut her body in half. By adding these, we will make the game better!
Also, extend Miss Knives fight more because I felt it was too short!
Nice game btw! I'm so hyped for the final product!
I played this and Kat back to back and you can really see the improvement both in story telling and game flow, Kat was good of course, but, this game is much more enjoyable from beginning to end, and it has a lot of content to experience for being "just" Chapter 1 I am delighted. I can see this one become a classic when it's finished.
I did my best to find bugs or glitches but I could not find anything unless trading for 2 bags of chips is one, and well I never found uses for some items but I would say that is not a bug or problem, just slightly confusing; Maybe the shadow monster spawning in the factory can become a little annoying since they spawn blocking the elevator for example and you have to re enter rooms multiple times.
The story is really good, specially the beginning and the illusion house, the forest excluding Red's Tree house and the chase in the forest with the bushes (that is amazing btw) feels a little slow.
All the CGs are beautiful and there is plenty of them, and the music fits the areas well, and that little switch of tone between areas of the same map is really good, awesome use of sound to enhance the experience.
There is other stuff I noticed is missing but since the game is still in development I don't think is necessary to mention; Can't wait for chapter 2!
Keep up the good work!
PS: I feel bad for the knife lady, she deserved better, damn you Lilith!
Lovely game can't believe I'd never heard of it before! I gotta play Project Kat soon cuz I didn't notice it either until I was about to play this! Wonderful polish btw on the game for just this first bit! best of luck on future updates!
Question: Will Chapter 2 have a demo release too? ...And I can't wait to play as Lacie again! She's my fav character and hopefully we see Sai again! I love seeing their interaction!
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I think Sai is broken too much worst than Lacie... Maybe that's the reason why he kept doing the rituals and the reason he didn't even hesitate to cut himself when Lacie asked him to....and the reason he kept on helping Lacie was because he sympathized with her especially after seeing her notes and he wanted to keep giving her a reason to live like in the last scene.
Alright, final Episode and an Extra!!! Anyway, it has been a total blast playing Paper Lily!!! Like I said, I love all the small details~! I wish there were less confusion with all the items and more strategically placed save spots. Considering how there are multiple endings like ten planned, I think an option to skip dialogs would also be nice. But that is all!!! Can't wait for Chapter 2!!!
This was incredible! Seriously a huge step-up from Project Kat (which was already pretty great). The music and art were breathtaking. I did have some issues with confusing puzzles, and some of the more open areas did feel overwhelming, but the game was great.
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The boss fight with Miss Knives was a little bit difficult, but maybe I'm just bad. I appreciate that you were looking out for idiots like me by putting an option to skip it.
Overall, amazing game! Can't wait for Chapter 2, and I'll definitely revisit Chapter 1 once more endings are in the game.
If I had 1 word to describe this game, it'd be: AMAZING!
I have been trying to find some games like these since the reason I began hunting these sort of games is due to Nemlei's game called "The Coffin of Andy and Leyley".
and damn, the amount of effort LEAF has put to this game is honestly admirable. I thought this was like TCOAAL, but I was very wrong. Sure, both games have demons and stuff, but the purpose is a lot more intriguing.
{SPOILERS} The concept of a girl being supposedly cursed and wants it to be fixed is interesting by just this statement. Like, When she was a young age she also had a normal life, but as she grew older, she began wondering if she did something wrong to make the person oppose her, but later finding out she was cursed .. It's honestly interesting!
My overall rating for this game would probably be 10/10 ! But I'll also admit, Your other game called "Project: Kat" 's MC, which was Kat portrayed a much more interesting character than Lacie if we compare both. BUT nonetheless, this game is awesome! (especially love Sai and Runes character btw)
An amusing workpiece truthfully, enjoyed myself a variety of times through the adventure and I'm glad I got to play what's out so far. Looking forward future chapters! P.S: Facility zone truly made me grind my gears with some of the rng in function with some of the puzzles.
While there were some issues I had with this game, it was nothing that could sway my oppinion that this is a straight up 5 star game. Came here straight after playing project kat, and I must that that I am pleasantly not suprised. This continues the trends of the prologue, being a fantastic example of how pixel RPGs should be.
The art strikes yet again as professional in anime-esque levels; though I must say I miss the cute little tutorial sections! I'd go as far as to say that the pixel art and environments have actually somehow IMPROVED over project kat-they're so atmospheric and really set the mood! Both the background and some of the scenes in the game greatly remind me of Undertale, in the best ways possible; I'd even go as far as to say that-in the environment art direction- it tops Toby Fox's work. The lighting is just so immersive and stunning, only complimented by the music. Speaking of which, some tracks also had given me MAJOR Deja Vu from Undertale, particularly the Waterfall section; again I mean this is good spirits.
The story is yet again captivating; it has kept me interested throughout the whole game, and I have nothing that I could critique about it. So much so, that despite the issues I will soon discuss, I persisted through just to be able to experience the game myself.
Now, I must discuss the two issues I felt this game had.
First, a more logistical, possibly bug-related issue-the fuse puzzle in the facility. From what I tried, I could not trigger the elevator to work without "freeing" the monster(?). I know that some people HAVE found a way, as I was attempting to follow a walkthrough, however what they input, and what fixed the elevator for them did not do so for me. I searched further and found you CAN actually remove the "25" fuse and use it to fix the elevator and that seemed to work for me; with one small caviat-a frustrating 15 minutes or so of retrying a billion times getting killed by a shadow figure. Mainly, my main issues with this are:
1. The non-shadow figure solution would not work, despite seeing it work for others
and
2. With the shadow-figure option, and with some other parts of the game, I feel like the functions could be explained better in-game. For example, I didn't realise until lengthy trial and error that the "hide in the bushes" section relied on you waiting in the bush for longer than the beating stopped. Same for this particular issue, I feel like the game should've somehow clarified that it WAS possible to quickly get inside the elevator before the shadow figure kills you, instead of leaving the player guessing whether they're glitching the game or if it is impossible.
As for my second issue, it is regarding the spook-factor of this game. Now take what I am about to say with a grain of salt, as I do realise I may be de-sensetised to horror(I consume quite alot of it). But I must say that the game was more mysterious than scary. Yes, some parts were disturbing, but mostly only for the first time seeing them. Second of all, the many chase scenes proved to be more irritating over time than adrenaline boosting. One thing I CAN say was done well in the horror department, would have to be the few times you would see a creature at the peripheral of your field of view, only for it to dissapear the moment you move closer. The first couple times of getting killed by the shadow figures in the facility(before the fuse box issue) also got me a little; similarly to the fairy ring.
All in all though, despite the aforementioned issues, I thoroughly enjoyed the entirerty of this game and am looking forward to Chapter 2!
Hopefully they do get one... I wonder if it has Romance? Just a hint is fine... And as for Sai, I think he is probably a broken character... As to why he keeps risking his life and he doesn't even seem bothered when Lacie asked him to cut himself... Maybe one of the reason why he felt the need to help Lacie and tried to give her reasons to live... And well guess what we're getting to play as Lacie again in chapter 2 so hopefully we see Sai again~
I played this game twice already and it is great but the only frustrating part is when you get off the bus at the woods, both times I played, I couldn't figure it out and I quit playing and uninstalled it, can someone please help me understand how to get past that stage?
All you really need to do is change the way of the signs to point at ¹daylight gate, ²train station
The other one by the name of "secret" doesn't really matter. If you do not know where the signs are, there's a path like thingy that goes up right next to the bus station that you get off from. The puzzles further on can be confusing but you can always search them up or ask someone who has completed the game for clues nd hints.
i really love the game, but something happend, i was in the end of the game and closed the game for awhile cause i couldnt pass the phase so i was waiting for my boyfriend to come to my house so he could help me, after like a week when i returned to the game it had resarted and idk why :(
Your character, has perpetual bad luck and Bad Juju. Runes tells us that its 1000 years of bad luck to talk about "it".
... is that the explaination. Did we literally get told the grand plot? In some past life or whatever, our chatacter talked about something and earned themselves 1000 years bad luck?
Cause like... that would be hilarious. The entire plot revealed in act one, by the joke character, as part of a joke
Lacie wears a red scarf - just like Eddie from AOD. Lacie has a white jacket and also wears black colors which is essentially the same color palette as Rachel from AOD.
Sai's sweatshirt is the same color as Zac of AOD's pants. Sai's shirt is the same color as Zac's sweatshirt. Only difference is Sai's sweatshirt is unzipped.
The scene where it says "murder" on the board looks kind of similar to the electric chair scene in AOD.
In my opinion, the creator was heavily inspired by AOD and just used a cleaner art style, changed some colors, and mix/matched some elements. Or the creator just happened to create models that are extremely similar to AOD characters.
That being said, I haven't actually played this game, and it does look fun. I like the concept of multiple endings, and everything really intrigued me. I was just genuinely shocked by the similarities between AOD and this game, especially since they are both RPG horror games.
Ahh maybe that's why I'm getting attached to Lacie and Sai and it's not a copy its just sometimes the character design tends to look the same due to hair colour, eye colour etc
i love this game so much (sai best boi). the entire interface, art, the dialogue box in itself is gorgeous and how beautifully (and hilariously) written the dialogues are at times fuel MY soul. rune had me cackling. i forgot how much i paid you guys for this - maybe 10 bucks? but i'd spend 60 on this game i dunno, that's just how much i enjoyed it T_T
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I hope chapter 2 and other is free, it's a very fun game, because I don't have money.
also, can you make Lacie meet Sai again pls?
I love this game so much! I'm making playthrough episodes on my YouTube channel. I'm very excited for Chapter 2!!
This game was so cuteee I loved the detail and it gave me a few unexpected jumps here and there but it was very wonderful excited for the next chapterr!!!!
Im guessing theres only one ending??? if theres more someone tell meee
I think there's only one because it's a beta, probably they will add more eventually
tysm
I played it and liked it. good job guys
amazing game, ive played both this and Project Kat. Super excited to see where it’s going
a gorgeous, secret-filled road to finding answers. short but nice game)
You can tell they put their time and effort into this game. I only played a little bit, but I plan to finish the whole demo over on my YouTube channel.
I was just thinking about this game and checked Steam and it wasn't out.
But now I can play chapter 1 I guess!
what rpg maker software do you use?
Godot Engine
I've never played a game this good! I was transported into the universe and kept wondering what was going to happen to Lacie again. I'm really a scared person and I'm scared for nothing in the games, but this one combined horror and humor and despite a few scares, I was able to play while having fun (which doesn't usually happen because I'm too scared to continue). I couldn't let go of the game! I wondered if we were going to see Hiro again, I wondered if we were going to see Hiro again, if chapter one would end without us going home, etc. Honestly, I think chapter 1 is so good that I wonder how chapter 2 will go! With a Chapter 1 like this, Chapter 2 is going to be even more impressive! I'm sad that I don't have any money to offer you, but if I did, I would definitely make a donation to keep this game alive and come to an end because it's a very good game as it can be. I just finished the game and I can't wait to find out why Sai didn't walk out the door with us or if our parents came back and all that! Can't wait for Chapter 2!
I think you should add more effect like blurry red on the screen at the monster maze when the monster is near so you will know it's here, add scream of the monster to make it as realistic as possible.
For the black demon in the ruin section, I think you should add a scream to it to make it as scary as possible.
Death animation is also something to add in. For example, if Lacie died to Kett, then there should be a blood pond and her clothes here but torn up; for the spikes, she will die to them with a lot of spikes going through her body; and last but not least, for Miss Knives boss fight, a knife will cut her body in half. By adding these, we will make the game better!
Also, extend Miss Knives fight more because I felt it was too short!
Nice game btw! I'm so hyped for the final product!
I did my best to find bugs or glitches but I could not find anything unless trading for 2 bags of chips is one, and well I never found uses for some items but I would say that is not a bug or problem, just slightly confusing; Maybe the shadow monster spawning in the factory can become a little annoying since they spawn blocking the elevator for example and you have to re enter rooms multiple times.
The story is really good, specially the beginning and the illusion house, the forest excluding Red's Tree house and the chase in the forest with the bushes (that is amazing btw) feels a little slow.
All the CGs are beautiful and there is plenty of them, and the music fits the areas well, and that little switch of tone between areas of the same map is really good, awesome use of sound to enhance the experience.
There is other stuff I noticed is missing but since the game is still in development I don't think is necessary to mention; Can't wait for chapter 2!
Keep up the good work!
PS: I feel bad for the knife lady, she deserved better, damn you Lilith!
I really like the story and the art i hope chapter 2 will come out soon or more endings :>!
btw
is sai single?
No he's taken...by Lacie XD
Now then, I wonder if this will have romance... I'm a sucker for romance..
If not then atleast just a little hints like Omori did
Um it wont let me fill the birdfeeder even if I have the food please help
aaaa i cant wait for the whole game to be competed so i can have the full experince!!!!
Brazilian portuguese translation plz!!!!
wheres the fake rug?
Go left before going to Red's house...if you're talking about the key
tysm!!!! XD
I happened to stumble there by mistake and since there was nothing I just spammed while walking around there lol
Question: Will Chapter 2 have a demo release too? ...And I can't wait to play as Lacie again! She's my fav character and hopefully we see Sai again! I love seeing their interaction!
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I think Sai is broken too much worst than Lacie... Maybe that's the reason why he kept doing the rituals and the reason he didn't even hesitate to cut himself when Lacie asked him to....and the reason he kept on helping Lacie was because he sympathized with her especially after seeing her notes and he wanted to keep giving her a reason to live like in the last scene.
when will chapter 2 be released....I'M WAITING FOR IT !!!!!!!!!!
Oh what a poor soul you are, nobody loves you, even your own family~
Perhaps it is time for you to face it, you cannot change, anything...
COOL GAME BTW I ABSOLUTELY LOVE ALL THE SMALL DETAILS AAAAAAAAAAAA
*Shameless plug* Sorry, if it's feels spammy I'll stop it u_u
Also spooky forest... And mind telling what's the fish for???Anyway part 2!!! I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE CHARACTERS!
Things areeeeee confusingggg but then again, 10 Endings planned right!!! So whew bound to get convoluted~
Episode 3...
Getting to the hard part I guess!!! I kinda wish the save spots were more placed in a strategic location, but overall still having fun!!!
Anyway, it has been a total blast playing Paper Lily!!! Like I said, I love all the small details~! I wish there were less confusion with all the items and more strategically placed save spots. Considering how there are multiple endings like ten planned, I think an option to skip dialogs would also be nice. But that is all!!! Can't wait for Chapter 2!!!
was recommended this game by my cousin and I thoroughly enjoyed it. i really love the art style and the brother character was the goat tbh
I AGREE SM
idk dude prob he is lol
if he was, he is no longer („ಡωಡ„)
This was incredible! Seriously a huge step-up from Project Kat (which was already pretty great). The music and art were breathtaking. I did have some issues with confusing puzzles, and some of the more open areas did feel overwhelming, but the game was great.
*SPOILERS*
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The boss fight with Miss Knives was a little bit difficult, but maybe I'm just bad. I appreciate that you were looking out for idiots like me by putting an option to skip it.
Overall, amazing game! Can't wait for Chapter 2, and I'll definitely revisit Chapter 1 once more endings are in the game.
Rather than miss knives I died more on the way to Red's house lol
same
btw i think paper lily is older than project kat, because before i played paper lily and i didnt see project kat, so idk.
Ah no? Project Kat came first it's a prologue...idk if I understood your question apologies
Ju/li
LOL
I NEED Chapter 2. I love this game.
If I had 1 word to describe this game, it'd be: AMAZING!
I have been trying to find some games like these since the reason I began hunting these sort of games is due to Nemlei's game called "The Coffin of Andy and Leyley".
and damn, the amount of effort LEAF has put to this game is honestly admirable. I thought this was like TCOAAL, but I was very wrong. Sure, both games have demons and stuff, but the purpose is a lot more intriguing.
{SPOILERS}
The concept of a girl being supposedly cursed and wants it to be fixed is interesting by just this statement. Like, When she was a young age she also had a normal life, but as she grew older, she began wondering if she did something wrong to make the person oppose her, but later finding out she was cursed .. It's honestly interesting!
My overall rating for this game would probably be 10/10 !
But I'll also admit, Your other game called "Project: Kat" 's MC, which was Kat portrayed a much more interesting character than Lacie if we compare both.
BUT nonetheless, this game is awesome! (especially love Sai and Runes character btw)
also love the Kat Easter Egg !
An amusing workpiece truthfully, enjoyed myself a variety of times through the adventure and I'm glad I got to play what's out so far. Looking forward future chapters! P.S: Facility zone truly made me grind my gears with some of the rng in function with some of the puzzles.
While there were some issues I had with this game, it was nothing that could sway my oppinion that this is a straight up 5 star game. Came here straight after playing project kat, and I must that that I am pleasantly not suprised. This continues the trends of the prologue, being a fantastic example of how pixel RPGs should be.
The art strikes yet again as professional in anime-esque levels; though I must say I miss the cute little tutorial sections! I'd go as far as to say that the pixel art and environments have actually somehow IMPROVED over project kat-they're so atmospheric and really set the mood! Both the background and some of the scenes in the game greatly remind me of Undertale, in the best ways possible; I'd even go as far as to say that-in the environment art direction- it tops Toby Fox's work. The lighting is just so immersive and stunning, only complimented by the music. Speaking of which, some tracks also had given me MAJOR Deja Vu from Undertale, particularly the Waterfall section; again I mean this is good spirits.
The story is yet again captivating; it has kept me interested throughout the whole game, and I have nothing that I could critique about it. So much so, that despite the issues I will soon discuss, I persisted through just to be able to experience the game myself.
Now, I must discuss the two issues I felt this game had.
First, a more logistical, possibly bug-related issue-the fuse puzzle in the facility. From what I tried, I could not trigger the elevator to work without "freeing" the monster(?). I know that some people HAVE found a way, as I was attempting to follow a walkthrough, however what they input, and what fixed the elevator for them did not do so for me. I searched further and found you CAN actually remove the "25" fuse and use it to fix the elevator and that seemed to work for me; with one small caviat-a frustrating 15 minutes or so of retrying a billion times getting killed by a shadow figure. Mainly, my main issues with this are: 1. The non-shadow figure solution would not work, despite seeing it work for others
and
2. With the shadow-figure option, and with some other parts of the game, I feel like the functions could be explained better in-game. For example, I didn't realise until lengthy trial and error that the "hide in the bushes" section relied on you waiting in the bush for longer than the beating stopped. Same for this particular issue, I feel like the game should've somehow clarified that it WAS possible to quickly get inside the elevator before the shadow figure kills you, instead of leaving the player guessing whether they're glitching the game or if it is impossible.
As for my second issue, it is regarding the spook-factor of this game. Now take what I am about to say with a grain of salt, as I do realise I may be de-sensetised to horror(I consume quite alot of it). But I must say that the game was more mysterious than scary. Yes, some parts were disturbing, but mostly only for the first time seeing them. Second of all, the many chase scenes proved to be more irritating over time than adrenaline boosting. One thing I CAN say was done well in the horror department, would have to be the few times you would see a creature at the peripheral of your field of view, only for it to dissapear the moment you move closer. The first couple times of getting killed by the shadow figures in the facility(before the fuse box issue) also got me a little; similarly to the fairy ring.
All in all though, despite the aforementioned issues, I thoroughly enjoyed the entirerty of this game and am looking forward to Chapter 2!
(PS. Rune is just ADORABLE)
!!TW SPOILERS!! (please don't read this comment untill you've finished the game it could spoil the fun)
Please tell me we get a happy ending with Sai, cuz when he left a part of my heart left aswell 😞
There’s no other endings yet. More will be introduced in v1.1
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Hopefully they do get one... I wonder if it has Romance? Just a hint is fine... And as for Sai, I think he is probably a broken character... As to why he keeps risking his life and he doesn't even seem bothered when Lacie asked him to cut himself... Maybe one of the reason why he felt the need to help Lacie and tried to give her reasons to live... And well guess what we're getting to play as Lacie again in chapter 2 so hopefully we see Sai again~
no please no romance, please. they are just friends 😅
Always room for future development XD
YEAH PLEASE BROO I NEED A GOOD ENDING :(
(i litterally cried for 10 hours staright because of the ending T-T
!!TW: SPOILERS!!
I played this game twice already and it is great but the only frustrating part is when you get off the bus at the woods, both times I played, I couldn't figure it out and I quit playing and uninstalled it, can someone please help me understand how to get past that stage?
All you really need to do is change the way of the signs to point at ¹daylight gate, ²train station
The other one by the name of "secret" doesn't really matter. If you do not know where the signs are, there's a path like thingy that goes up right next to the bus station that you get off from. The puzzles further on can be confusing but you can always search them up or ask someone who has completed the game for clues nd hints.
Truly an amazing experience! One of my favourite RPG games
i'm pretty sure it was made with Godot?
yes i think so
Ooh i thought all rpg games were made with rpgmaker mb. Still great game regardless c:
it was made with godot
i really love the game, but something happend, i was in the end of the game and closed the game for awhile cause i couldnt pass the phase so i was waiting for my boyfriend to come to my house so he could help me, after like a week when i returned to the game it had resarted and idk why :(
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I FEEL SO BAD FOR YOU
love it love it love the puzzles were hard but i loved it
Wait.... WAIT....
Your character, has perpetual bad luck and Bad Juju.
Runes tells us that its 1000 years of bad luck to talk about "it".
... is that the explaination. Did we literally get told the grand plot? In some past life or whatever, our chatacter talked about something and earned themselves 1000 years bad luck?
Cause like... that would be hilarious. The entire plot revealed in act one, by the joke character, as part of a joke
wait why is the character art a direct copy of angels of death...
? I don't think so. Aren't the characters very different??????
yes they are, the only thing alike its that the girl is blonde and have blue eyes, but its not even the same shade of blonde
Lacie wears a red scarf - just like Eddie from AOD. Lacie has a white jacket and also wears black colors which is essentially the same color palette as Rachel from AOD.
Sai's sweatshirt is the same color as Zac of AOD's pants. Sai's shirt is the same color as Zac's sweatshirt. Only difference is Sai's sweatshirt is unzipped.
The scene where it says "murder" on the board looks kind of similar to the electric chair scene in AOD.
In my opinion, the creator was heavily inspired by AOD and just used a cleaner art style, changed some colors, and mix/matched some elements. Or the creator just happened to create models that are extremely similar to AOD characters.
That being said, I haven't actually played this game, and it does look fun. I like the concept of multiple endings, and everything really intrigued me. I was just genuinely shocked by the similarities between AOD and this game, especially since they are both RPG horror games.
they are very alike but also very different
Ahh maybe that's why I'm getting attached to Lacie and Sai and it's not a copy its just sometimes the character design tends to look the same due to hair colour, eye colour etc
Amazing game, thank you <3
I'm very excited for Chapter 2, I'll be waiting for it
i love this game so much (sai best boi). the entire interface, art, the dialogue box in itself is gorgeous and how beautifully (and hilariously) written the dialogues are at times fuel MY soul. rune had me cackling. i forgot how much i paid you guys for this - maybe 10 bucks? but i'd spend 60 on this game i dunno, that's just how much i enjoyed it T_T